Daily Effort/Involvement/Engagement Required

I’ve never been much of a “daily” person.

Let me explain what I mean.

I’m inconsistent.

So when I decided that I needed to be posting on this blog daily, I was doubtful.

I made the decision largely because it’s not part of my nature.

It scares the crap out of me, honestly. But I’m doing it.

You see, instead of posting daily, I’ve done a number of things in the past: write to myself in my journal, write lists, reorganize and consolidate my notes, surf the web (“research”), read books, re-read my notes from five years ago and wish I could execute those ideas, daydream, plan, etc. ad infinitum.

I know myself well enough now to know that not only am I capable of posting daily, but also that I can produce mostly good content that isn’t a complete waste of your time without careful and proper editing. Because if there is anything that I LOVE to do, it is to edit myself into stalemate (read: not publish a damn thing until it’s perfect and guarantees enlightenment).

That voice that’s barely a whisper that is the voice of doubt is still there, I’m just choosing not to listen to it.

It’s about time. You’re welcome.

~S